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From: Adam Stephanides <adamsteph@earthlink.net> Subject: (urth) PEACE: a poor man at forty Date: Wed, 08 Nov 2000 11:14:40 Describing the unanticipated course of his life, Weer says: "I found myself instead a poor man at forty, and a very rich one at fifty; and never found Margaret at all." (216, Harper & Row) How Weer got to be rich at fifty seems pretty clear, and some of us have speculated on why he never married Margaret. But Weer, iirc, never discusses why he was "a poor man at forty," and I don't think it's ever been discussed here. It seems to me worth pondering, especially since it bears upon two other matters which are important to Weer but which he says very little about--his parents and his career as an engineer. In the preceding paragraph, Weer describes the life he should have led: he would "enjoy a career that, if not brilliant, would at least be locally distinguished. I would inherit, between the ages of twenty and thirty, my father's estate, an inheritance that would not make me really wealthy, but that, added to what I earned myself, would give Margaret and me a comfortable position in life. None of this happened..." Weer did inherit his parents' house, though perhaps not between the ages of twnety and thirty; did he only inherit the house and not the rest of the estate for some reason? Or was the estate not enough to lift him out of poverty (perhaps because his parents spent most of it travelling in Europe)? And apparently Weer's career as an engineer, though evidently important to him, was not "locally distinguished." It could not have been distinguished within the company either, if, as a veteran engineer with over a decade and a half of experience (according to both Roy Lackey and mantis's time schemes) working for a prosperous company, his salary still didn't lift him out of poverty. It's clear, at any rate, that besides the disappointments Weer dwells upon, he has suffered other disappointments which he says little about, perhaps because they are among the things he finds it too painful to write about. --Adam *More Wolfe info & archive of this list at http://www.urth.net/urth/